i dont know anymore.
i make me so frickn angry, and we cant seem to have a decent conversation anymore.
and you treat me like sht, when i tried to be nice. then you start to get mad, and make it seem like im a bad person. and i know im not, but you make me feel like every little thing is my fault. you blame me for your problems. im not fckn superman, i cant all of your problems, and mine. learn to run your own damn life. gahd, youre so dumb. you cant even run your own life and you have a girlfriend, are you stupid. you tell me all your problems to make me feel bad, because i wasnt there for you. did you figure out why i was mad at you, you only wanted me to say sorry to you. you never said sht to me. and i kept apologizing but fuck you never cared. and you put words in my mouth saying im not sorry, and i didnt care. if i didnt care so fckn much, i wouldve left you with all your problems a LONG time ago. i wouldnt even try to fix our friendship. so go ahead and tell me that I dont care, and tell me that Im not sorry. You made me cry for the first time in a long time! and you never gave a sht. you tried to make me feel sorry for you, so you told me that you cried for weeks, because i wasnt there. I wasnt there for ONE week. ONE FUCKING WEEK. and thats the fucking past. what the hell do you want be to do about that. build you a fucking time machine, and fix every little thing. ITS THE PAST THERES NOTHING I CAN FUCKING DO ABOUT IT!
I dont fucking care anymore, and im not fucking sorry anymore. FUCK YOU, I dont need you, and your sht anymore.
I hate you Daniel Mann.
♥_
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
rawr,
Major headache!
Gonna drink a lot of orange juice and take Tylenol.
I need to be better by tomorrow.
ugh, and I need to clean the house more.
♥_
Gonna drink a lot of orange juice and take Tylenol.
I need to be better by tomorrow.
ugh, and I need to clean the house more.
♥_
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
March 24,
Spring break<3 FINALLY!
it was my birthday yesterday,
and i cant wait for the sleepover!
Its been boring lately,
still not talking to the fagget, who knows why.
whtevr, bye.♥_
it was my birthday yesterday,
and i cant wait for the sleepover!
Its been boring lately,
still not talking to the fagget, who knows why.
whtevr, bye.♥_
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
March 17, 2009
Bad day): I feel like a lot of things right now. I feel like crying and smiling, and cutting and jumping around. An old friend talked to me, and we fixed things. And Im super happy about that, because it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. That weight has been there a lllooooonnnnnngggg time!.
But then Ive been trying to fix other things, and that hasnt worked out so well. Yeah Im forgiven, but were not even friends anymore basically.
and i feel like crying my eyes out, really, really badly.
and i think i will.
♥_
But then Ive been trying to fix other things, and that hasnt worked out so well. Yeah Im forgiven, but were not even friends anymore basically.
and i feel like crying my eyes out, really, really badly.
and i think i will.
♥_
Sunday, March 15, 2009
March 15, 2009
Lose a friend, gain a friend. It really is kinda weird.
Its pouring.
Its 1:44am.
Its boring.
Its time for bed.
Goodnight.
♥_
Its pouring.
Its 1:44am.
Its boring.
Its time for bed.
Goodnight.
♥_
Thursday, March 12, 2009
March 11
yeuh, idk. Nothing has changed much. The bullsht is still the same. Fuck you!
This is freeeking ridiculous, butt hole. I calld, but dummy never answerd so whtevrs.
People are telling me Im pretty much being a btch, but I think Im always like that. Just bcuz i told someone to shut up, I tell a lot of people that. They just dont hear it, and arent paying attention to me.
Haha, whatever. I hate you.
♥_
This is freeeking ridiculous, butt hole. I calld, but dummy never answerd so whtevrs.
People are telling me Im pretty much being a btch, but I think Im always like that. Just bcuz i told someone to shut up, I tell a lot of people that. They just dont hear it, and arent paying attention to me.
Haha, whatever. I hate you.
♥_
Saturday, March 7, 2009
change.
Life. Life is change, and well you cant change that. Little things change, that we may never notice, but the big changes in life are a bit more noticeable. You just may not realize it at the time. Like how people and friends change, and you dont even know who they are anymore. Well thats basically whats happening right now. I have no idea who these people are anymore. Pretty much everyone in a relationship, and doing things. And I have no idea what to say to them, or how to react to things. I just hope for the best and hope they dont regret anything.
But who knows maybe things are changing because Im not changing, or maybe I am the one changing.
You lose some, you win some. You lose friends, then you make new ones.
Who knows what will happen in the end.
♥_
But who knows maybe things are changing because Im not changing, or maybe I am the one changing.
You lose some, you win some. You lose friends, then you make new ones.
Who knows what will happen in the end.
♥_
Monday, March 2, 2009
March 01, 2009
Its a new month. I havent done this in awhile. And a butt load has changed since then.
Lent started and I gave up swearing and soda. Lots of people are in relationships now. And I learned a lot of things in the past few days, things I never really had to know. But I know it anyways. My grades have gone down, then right back up. Im doing much better. And my birthday is soon(:
And thats all for now.
♥_
Lent started and I gave up swearing and soda. Lots of people are in relationships now. And I learned a lot of things in the past few days, things I never really had to know. But I know it anyways. My grades have gone down, then right back up. Im doing much better. And my birthday is soon(:
And thats all for now.
♥_
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